Obsessed vs Addicted

I'm beginning to question whether I am really addicted to manga and anime. I haven't watched an anime episode for months now and manga isn't something I think about constantly. Maybe my obsessions aren't addictions, but rather temporary passions? Huh...that sure is confusing.

Winwin came over today. It was a big problem since I woke up at 3:00pm. x3. I know it's bad for me to get into bad sleeping habits. Yesterday I woke up at 8:00am. It seems like my sleeping habits are totally random. I guess I really just am a really weird person.

I think I'm getting too fat. T_T. Then again, I have never really cared much about my weight. It's not like I'm planning to go into an industry that requires me to be slim. Then again, fat is not good. Not good!

I really hate splicing. And html codes. And blogger. I give up with my layout. It's more flexible this way anyways. Wish I had gone with a wordpress blog.

I've been trying to change my hairline by putting my bangs up. It's not working. T_T. Maybe I should cut my bangs...but that would mean wasting all these years of growing them long. I am in constant confusion.

Although I'm not sure about whether I am addicted about anime/manga, I know for sure that I am addicted to my computer. I think. Or maybe I'm just addicted to home. I don't like work, so that's probably why I'm always on my computer. I don't like being stressed either, so that's probably why I'm even writing this all down. I've noticed many times when I'm out of my home shopping or hanging out that I just want to go home. Perhaps I have a home addiction? IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? Maybe I'm just going slowly insane. Huh.

I've finally cleared my bookshelf of chinese books. Yay. Well most of them anyways. I think I'm going to spend my next grade allowance (allowance I get for getting A's on my report card) on books. I do so love them. Or maybe mangas. *drools.*

Now that I've finally figured out how to emb youtube videos (I never noticed the embed codes under the video information before!), I'm thinking of flooding blogs with AMVs. I love AMVs. They are amazing.

Ish thinking of remodeling CR layout with failed blog layout. HAH. It might actually work x3.

My dreams have been strange lately. They're not nightmare exactly...but they leave me with an unpleasant feeling. Dreams are supposed to reflect a part of yourself, aren't they? I wonder what mine are trying to tell me. I suppose I could just ignore this...but I've never been the type of person who likes to ignore things. It's hard for me.

I really wish I wasn't such a messed-up person. In more than one way.