T1 - B21-23

So sorry that I haven't blogged for three days. I've just had the worst week ever. I've come to realize that Grade 9 is a lot harder than Grade 10. I completely don't understand anything in Math, despite the fact that my friends tried to teach me, and my French presentation was a total fail.

I haven't been feeling well in the past few days. Just a little tired, I guess. I'm not the brightest person, so I hope my grades don't sink too much this year. My inadequacy in PE and Math is seriously frustrating me, but I can't help it if I'm not good at them. :/

A lot of stress is ahead of me. I have to stop going on the computer so much. Probably have to quit reading manga for a while. I don't want to, but it's probably for the best.

Today was alright. I've always liked Day 1s more than Day 2s. My mark in Foods is scaring me, but Krishtha will be there for me and I will be there for her (I hope), so I'm okay there.

Socials...I'm totally failing this map thing. x3

I have a lot of Science homework. I wish we had gotten a teacher who gave less, but nerds can't be choosers.

I REALLY WANT TO GO CAMPING. Maybe at the end of the year. Just to get away. From all this stress and horribleness. It's not that bad when I'm actually at school, but as school as I get home I realize all the stress is packing down on me. I'm scared.

I've never actually gotten a B in Math. Ever. If I do this year, I swear I will hurt myself. :/ I was going to say kill myself, but I probably won't be able to go that far. I'm afraid of death. Maybe I'll just bang my head a couple of times. But that hurts brain cells and I can't afford to lose anymore...hmm....Maybe I should just try harder in Math.

Anyways, I don't feel well right now either and all the science homework needs to be done. :/

Will blog tomorrow...hopefully.