T1 - B71

I'm feeling really bad today.

It's always marks.

They make me depressed.

I wish school wasn't about marks. Wasn't about doing well.

But trying. Why can't school be about how hard you try?

I wish I wasn't smart enough to have to maintain As.

My C+-B in Math scares me since math used to be my favourites subject at one point. At one point, I was obsessed with math. Not anymore.

If I don't get honour roll.

I will murder someone.

Hypothetically speaking of course. It shouldn't be too hard to get 4 As.

Science. Foods. French. ....um...English hopefully? :/

If I fail English, I will seriously cut myself accidentally! Accidentally since I get really depressed when I don't get As in English and that affects my overall conscience. Last time I got a B in English...let's just say it left a scar.

Sigh. What's wrong with me? Maybe I need a psychiatrist.